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i still care about her a lot, but... fawn im with her every single waking moment of my day, my day isnt MY day anymore, it's MY Day with her IN MY Day for every moment of it, i still care about her, nothing has changed, just, a lot of wut if's have popped into my head... like... wut if she isnt my one true love? wut if i go my whole life without ever being fawn with more girls and making sure i've found "The one" or... wut if love doesnt exist and one day i'll fawn end up cheating on her? it's just scary... and more than that... it feels like she's in control, if i break up with her... she said she's gunna sleep with 2 of my (real hormonal sex hungry friends) and these really fit that catagory ()... i always thought i'd wanna find "True love" before i ever had "meaning less sex" i thought i found it with her, but now i feel cluttered, even if we were MARRIED we'd have MORE time apart, right now we spend from as soon as we wake up til 10:00pm when she has to go home at night together (pretty much ALL day)...
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